Grandview

Arms to skinny to hold the block
I found comfort in my dreams
While niggas was hustling in the streets
I studied the heartbeats
Watching mother’s crying
Only time they see there sons 
Is in there memory
Who knew maybe homie 
Could have left a legacy 
This world filled with treachery
Ways on me mentally
Wake every morning
I got check my energy
Never no know 
When niggas might take the best of me
All my niggas want to do is make history
If we would make it past the summer
That’s another victory
If we survive 
Maybe we can take a ride
In that all black infinity
Level up and maybe we can drive the benze
Wake up to reality
I lost my Friend 
He died in an accident
I’m reminded why I hate my environment
If this keeps up I’ma start acting violent
I’m wondering if there more to life than crying

How many times?
I sit up here and try and ease my mind
We get high
We just tryna find a light on the other side
I wanna stay alive
And I don’t know if I’ll make it this time
How many times?
How many times?
I sit up here and try and ease my mind
We get high
We just tryna find a light on the other side
I wanna stay alive
And I don’t know if I’ll make it this time
How many times?

I get tired of seeing death
Turn on the news this shit a mess
We worried bout what the president tweeting
Mean while another kid ain’t eating
Exposed to demons as teens
Wonder why we tryna find peace
We were sold dreams of owning beams
Manifest destiny we can grab anything
Run that back
As long as I got that gat
We can have anything
Pull up on him an start squeezing
Medics tried heal him
But he stopped breathing
Crazy cuz homie was posed to be something
Sitting in the hood
Wondering when it’s the end for me
I wonder if I’m here
Because some sins 
That went unforgiving from the most high
Days I wanna cry 
I look up to the sky and see the sun
What a wonderful view

How many times?
I sit up here and try and ease my mind
We get high
We just tryna find a light on the other side
I wanna stay alive
And I don’t know if I’ll make it this time
How many times?
How many times?
I sit up here and try and ease my mind
We get high
We just tryna find a light on the other side
I wanna stay alive
And I don’t know if I’ll make it this time
How many times?