All My Life

All my life been
Hated
All my life been
Chased
All my life
Been faded
All my life
Is pain
All my life

The fake happiness
Is ignorance
How did I picture
This
On a roof
With a gun
All the kids
Are having fun
I’m staring up
At the sun just
Had it
I’m done
These demons
What’s inside of me
But all it is
Anxiety
Squeezing so
Hard to my temple
Maybe I’m just mental
The silence is dead to me
Pushing on metal
How is this for my health
It’s Detrimental
God what you want
No answer
That’s okay
I guess so
Maybe you just
Busy
Maybe you didn’t
Hear me
I ain’t no saint
But I guess I
Deserve this
Pain
I’m damaged goods
Another black
Boy misplaced
From the hood
I’m a
Visionary
Kinda
Scary
It’s like
Mask on
Bloody
Like I’m Jim
Carry
To bad motherfucker
It’s my fault
I’m broken hearted
With anxiety
Somebody call
My Therapist
For my heart

All my life been
Hated
All my life been
Chased
All my life
Been faded
All my life
Is pain
All my life

I’m a pessimist
With a optimistic
Monster
Fighting with my
Demons
They’ll Slaughter
Your daughter
Somebody call
The doctor
Hes
Off his
Bonkers
He’s going
Crazy
Only get one
Life and
He’s losing it
Never see him
Settlin
Comin
For everyone
Who ain’t listenin
Let me
Looking for
His medicine
It’s mixed
With his
Adrenaline
Lookin for the
Recipe
Like he ain’t
Cookin in the
Meth lab
Mixing the game
Of rap
Like I ain’t been
Fighting
Back to back
Y’all music is played
Out irrelevant
Coming in suit
And tie
I’m elegant
Pistol aimed at
The competition
Doused in
My element
Fighting
Against the
Precedents
I’m livin in
The white mans
House like I’m the

President
Movin in like
I’m a resident
Staying in
Cause it’s evident

Watch
What I’m
Doing
Watch My plan
Watch what happens
When I fold at hand
Till I hear
All my life been
Hated
All my life been
Chased
All my life
Been faded
All my life
Is pain
All my life