Leaving UCD

For the past two weeks, I have called University College Dublin home. It has been a comfortable place—one of learning, making new friends, and resting from long days around Dublin and the surrounding areas. We all had our own rooms, but we shared a kitchen and living space. Often, I would find someone in one of the chair eating porridge or by the counter making a much-needed cup of coffee. Other times, I might would find someone reading or getting ready to teach a lesson to the rest of the class. It became a comfortable place for me. My room became a place for me to escape to recharge from the expense of social activity. More specifically, over the past few days, my room has become a place where I can rest to try to get over an Irish cold (not really sure how that descriptor might change the meaning).

The common area became a place where we could share about our day. Sara and Kristen told us all about their travels to Sandcove and their remapping of Bloomsday. I would tell others about events that happened when they weren’t around. Whether secluded in my private room or in the common area, our flat at UCD became a safe space. UCD has a beautiful campus. Much of our time was spent traveling to Dublin or meeting in our classroom, but one day we had a chance to spend the whole day on campus. We had lunch on the lawn, served by a handful of food trucks. Then we headed to see a couple of dramatic performances—“Strolling Through Ulysses” and “The Lime Tree Bower.” Both were professional and moving for me.

 

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Diversity in Other Cultures

imageIn the picture above can be seen a number of Irish visitors or citizens of Japanese descent playing Japanese taiko, or drums, at a festival on the green of University College Dublin.

Japan and Ireland actually have a fairly developed history of cultural exchange, despite the vast distance that separated them. Irish artists of the last century or so have been influenced  by Japanese aesthetic principles and mention of Japanese cultural products cannot be seen in quite a few important Irish artistic products, including the poetry of WB Yeats.

Nor is the exchange entirely one sided, especially in the modern era. A number of important contemporary Irish and Northern Irish artists have visited Japan to work, and products of Irish culture can occasionally be seen there as well.

Even as a fairly well traveled American, I often find myself centralizing the way the world functions around my home in the United States. I consistently think of individuals who originate from other cultures by terms such as “African American” or “Japanese American,” for instance, which not only fails to properly credit the right of other people to my nation (as a “white” or “Caucasian,” my citizenship does not, apparently, have to be affirmed by my title and is instead assumed), but also limits individuals of such heritages from existing as citizens of other nations. When I was an undergraduate student, for instance, I had a roommate who was British of Ghana  descent. I still called him African American until one day he politely corrected me: “I’m just British, mate. That’s all you need to say.”

 

 

Following the Brick Roads

It was our last full day in Dublin–a rainy, dim day with strong gusts of wind. The Chester Beatty exhibitions gave us a brief shelter from the rain and wind. Outside the Chester Beatty Library, we encountered some beautiful gardens with elaborate flowers and hedges. The middle lawn area had converging concentric lines of brick pathways. I watched as about half the class wandered in the garden lawn, following the brick lines step by step. Observing their progression through the gardens, I started to think of our own trek around Dublin and reflect on our steps through the city. We wandered around the streets in a single file line or sometimes in pairs, experiencing Dublin and creating our own memories.

Throughout our excursions through the streets of Dublin, we have been following Google Maps, tourist maps, tour guides, local recommendations, each other, and bus/rail lines. Like following the bricks lines in Chester Beatty gardens, we have mirrored the footsteps of past memories, historic events, and literary imaginations. These conceptions of place have shaped our directions and footpaths through the city, influencing what we see and where we go.

I’m interested to see what we will experience and where we will go in Belfast. What paths will we follow? How will they shape our conceptions of the Irish culture? As my solo-trip to Scotland approaches, I’m getting excited about making my own experiences and memories; I wonder what paths I will follow and where my travels will take me. It will be an adventure!image

Seeing vs Knowing

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Our time in Dublin is coming to an end, and I have to say that I am sad about it. Earlier, I wrote about moving in to my room and making a temporary home here. Now it is time to pack up all of the items I put on display, and to take down and fold all of the clothes I had so carefully hung up. Yesterday we spent the day on UCD campus, and then a few of us went to Sandycove for dinner. Just as I was feeling like I was getting the hang of this city, I realized that there is so much more to see! Spending additional time on campus yesterday, I was struck by all the things I hadn’t done. At the beginning of out trip, I was so sure that I would get to everything, and despite running on fumes, I failed to do that. I felt similarly about Sandycove. Kristin and I had gone here on our Bloomsday adventures, and I thought we had seen most of it. This time, however, we accidentally walked out of the train station in the opposite direction, and what an advantageous mistake that was! We discovered some amazing restaurants and a beautiful beach and pier. Although I am very much missing my loved ones at home, I am also sorry to be leaving Dublin so soon. Part of me wants to come back as soon as possible, but I also know there is a great wide world out there just waiting to be explored.
I have had many opportunities to travel, but I have rarely stayed for very long. I have visited many places but have known very few. With one short life to live and a world to see, I wonder which is better.

To leave UCD.

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I’m not totally certain if it comes across well, but this is my mostly loaded suitcase for our journey to Belfast in the morning.

Time is hard for me.  Months will feel like days and hours will take weeks to pass, it seems.  I didn’t actually notice that this was my reality until I went about half of a year without talking to my mom without even realizing that I had been without her (which wouldn’t be an issue except that it is really hard to explain to a parent that you don’t miss them, but in a nice way).  Or when I realize that I lost a dear family friend about seven years ago, even though it’s hard to remember being without him.  So this last week or so in Dublin have felt like my entire life, and right now it is hard for me to fully comprehend that I am about to leave this place, possibly forever.

Having this messed up notion of time really screws with my place connectedness.  When I am in Wyoming, Wyoming is the only place that I feel attached to, and vice versa with Georgia.  Having this non-attachment due to never actually feeling loss leads to Hogwarts feeling as real to me, sometimes, as my hometown.

Dublin downpour

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I find it pretty appropriate our last day in Dublin would be rainy and dreary. We arrived with ideal, sunny (and rare) weather that we were lucky to enjoy for a majority of our trip. It seems as though Dublin is almost mourning our departure with the arrival of such undesirable but typical weather for this city. Throughout our trip in both our readings and excursions we have referred to Dublin as more of a person than a place, and I think the weather has helped to further this idea. Going from bright and welcoming to cold and gray Dublin seems to transition alongside our groups journey. I am really looking forward to exploring Belfast in the remainder of our time in Ireland, but I know Dublin will be greatly missed as I have grown to love and understand the city beyond the realms of your typical tourist. The places we have seen while here have really captured the evolution of this very old town. While UCD has been around for a while, the current location of the university is much more modern compared to majority of the city. One local referred to it as an “Americanized” campus and I find that label to be pretty appropriate. However, most places have a clash of old and new architecture in place. The Dublin Castle is a great example of a symbolic marriage between the old and new. While many of the stone structures still stand, the entirety of the original castle does not remain intact. I noticed there is large amount of construction all across town with new apartments and a tram springing up, which reminds me a lot of my hometown Atlanta. In Dublin, though, you can still turn a corner and see some of the most beautiful architecture which unfortunately is few and far between nowadays in Georgia. There are some things I will depart Ireland regretting I was unable to do, like visit the Cliffs of Moher or spend more time in parts of the city that aren’t Temple Bar. All this means is that I now have an excuse to come back to Ireland and drag some loved ones along. When I was growing up I knew I wanted to travel and Ireland was never a place that was on my top list and after visiting I’m not sure why I skimmed over such a beautiful place.

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