Over the past years since the start of the pandemic, life, for me, was mundane and a pleasant change of environment. What I worried and to this day worry about the most is how well I’m doing in school. Trying to find a perfect schedule to work around my job was hard but I managed. Though I’m now yet again behind on my assignments. I usually rush into things without knowing what I’m supposed to do, and in doing so, I just mess things up. I worry about my future a lot, I’m 20 years old and I still have no idea what it is I want to do. Just thinking about what I should do once I’m done with school is really stressing me out. I’m also extremely frustrated at the fact that I’m a lazy bum, it’s hard to change that habit. I tried to fix that habit of being lazy but it’s so difficult. 

     Honestly, a few lessons I learned from this time period is to use most of my free time to do what I enjoy doing, like hanging out with friends and playing games with them. Otherwise, I will just be back to being a mess of stress. I also learned how to adequately manage my time, but I still need to work on that. What I will do differently now would be to get better at time management. I struggle when it comes to managing my time, and that is extremely detrimental to my education. What I also learned from this period of time is that while managing my time, taking things slowly will relieve my stresses.